Surviving

Just got back from the gym not too long ago. was pretty motivated to work out at daniel's class today! however half way i really almost died. i feel sooooooooo unfit! =(

Anyways, dan shld be in the air right now... altho i seem to be surviving fine... i think i am adjusting to singlehood... i am afraid that this wont be the end... through the long bus and train rides in the mornings, my mind wandered and i suddenly felt this sense of loss. i wont be able to feel him anymore! everything's just so surreal... it doesnt seem that he's gonna be gone for a long time.. tat's the scary part.. tat means the worse part of missing him is not here yet sigh! but i know i will make it. yes i will.

ok that's it for now... will post a better one in the weekend.. gonna sleep alr... nitez......