His First Call

gosh i almost missed my darling's call!! i know it's silly but i turned on my skype even tho i know he doesnt have his laptop with him... i dozed off coz i was soooooooooo tired n still had to entertain my china relatives as they stopover in spore... suddenly i was in a half daze and i heard my laptop ringing!! goshhh can u just imagine the excitement?! i was so happy but yet sad at the same time. i was sooooooo gonna cry but i held back. esp after hearing his voice which is not so happy... kinda cracked up i thought he cried secretly. altho i think that's a possibility but i decided to push tat thought aside. i know i wont be able to control my own emotions if i delve on it.

wells it's good hearing him. knowing he's safe. altho he's feeling lonely and all now, i know he'll be fine given time. God, I pray for your protection over him and not let him come to any harm. I pray that you'll comfort him when he's feeling lonely. and speak to him in your own time.

dearie i really miss u lots and still can cry buckets when i think abt it... but in time to come i'll come to get used to it. love you always... =)

nitez all... yawnz...