I do miss u

I do miss dan alot after all. somehow i'll always shed a tear everytime he says goodbye. sometimes i wonder if i suppress my feelings too much. i mean, besides those couple of days after he left, i never thought much abt his disappearance anymore. i wake up each day with the independent-woman attitude. which i believe i am nevertheless. like i was explaining to a bunch of frens last night.. being able to live alone and being able to live life without him doesnt mean that i dont want him in my life. in fact, i think it's totally opposite. i want him so badly in my life but then i think it's good tat we are still able to live life away from each other. i think this is something not many couples can achieve. and much to my surprise, i'm surviving well.

this short time apart has actually helped me remember singlehood. and anusha's right. this time and space does help to sort out our individual lives better. i think it's also impt coz time apart does make me treasure what i have more and it becomes more apparent that it's him i want in my life more than anything else. darling i love u =) hugz