still remember how silly i sounded this morning when i asked irza & sharon what TGIF was. ended up a bimbo once again! haha but now i can truly say TGIF!! a week of work totally tired me so bad. i could really do with some sleeping in!!
anyways, it's our 6th anniversary today! as long as it may sound, i'm glad it's here coz now i realise i really wanna be in his life forever. i always felt apprehensive abt us being together for so long... and how stagnant we have become... and have always thought that perhaps time apart will help us decide if we really want to stay together forever and that a positive outcome will only make us more certain of our decision. but NO. as the day of his departure approaches, i cant help but feel the loneliness creeping in. not being able to talk to him when i want, see him when i want. in fact buckets of tears flowed everytime i think abt it. i dont want to but i cant help it! i already miss him. when i started working.. it's like reality hits me. i'm finally an adult.. i have to think abt my future... and that includes my life happiness.. and somehow now there is no more doubt in my heart. i want him to be in my life till death do us part. i know it puts pressure on him but i cant help but tell him that. i need reassurance that he still does want us to work out and that he will put in effort in making it work too. i want to be assured that he isnt going there with the mentality of still being unsure of whether i'm the one. he says he isnt unsure abt me, juz unsure abt marriage. i can understand that. but YES, now i'm sure.
we celebrated at Lawry's! it's probably the best dinner we've had tog! the experience was juz wonderful... so cut off from the rest of the world. tat's pretty much it tho... just enjoying each other's company sipping wine and then tea. feeling fascinated tog when the manager cooked my steak right in front of us. the last part where heated brandy was poured over the steak, it's like a flaming fountain. beautiful! eh we watched it like 3-4 times actually... tat's how long we stayed... watching when other table's food was cooked too haha! it was awesome anyways. service was truly FANTASTIC. the best i've ever had in S'pore. and of coz the food is solid!! it's definitely worth the price =) but ultimately... it was our love that made it such a wonderful night. thank you dearie. i love you! always... ;)
anyways, it's our 6th anniversary today! as long as it may sound, i'm glad it's here coz now i realise i really wanna be in his life forever. i always felt apprehensive abt us being together for so long... and how stagnant we have become... and have always thought that perhaps time apart will help us decide if we really want to stay together forever and that a positive outcome will only make us more certain of our decision. but NO. as the day of his departure approaches, i cant help but feel the loneliness creeping in. not being able to talk to him when i want, see him when i want. in fact buckets of tears flowed everytime i think abt it. i dont want to but i cant help it! i already miss him. when i started working.. it's like reality hits me. i'm finally an adult.. i have to think abt my future... and that includes my life happiness.. and somehow now there is no more doubt in my heart. i want him to be in my life till death do us part. i know it puts pressure on him but i cant help but tell him that. i need reassurance that he still does want us to work out and that he will put in effort in making it work too. i want to be assured that he isnt going there with the mentality of still being unsure of whether i'm the one. he says he isnt unsure abt me, juz unsure abt marriage. i can understand that. but YES, now i'm sure.
we celebrated at Lawry's! it's probably the best dinner we've had tog! the experience was juz wonderful... so cut off from the rest of the world. tat's pretty much it tho... just enjoying each other's company sipping wine and then tea. feeling fascinated tog when the manager cooked my steak right in front of us. the last part where heated brandy was poured over the steak, it's like a flaming fountain. beautiful! eh we watched it like 3-4 times actually... tat's how long we stayed... watching when other table's food was cooked too haha! it was awesome anyways. service was truly FANTASTIC. the best i've ever had in S'pore. and of coz the food is solid!! it's definitely worth the price =) but ultimately... it was our love that made it such a wonderful night. thank you dearie. i love you! always... ;)
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