Thursday, July 26, 2007

Super Under the Weather

thought i was gonna die like seriously last night. my gastric pain was just killing me and once again i have to visit the doctor twice! wat's up with silver cross? it's just tat particular doc. he totally sucks. anyways glad to be employed. tat way docs are always free. hehe. puked again altho i didnt even eat anything for like close to 24 hrs now. grossest ever! sigh! i slept the whole day today literally coz i didnt manage to sleep last night. it feels horrid. no one shld ever go thru this!

i'm more worried abt work actually. i know this sounds stupid but wat if i dont pass my probation? sigh! it's training from london tmr and if i cant be there, i'm gonna lag behind real bad! stress! sighhhhhhh thanks to my greediness i'm in this state. it wont happen again. so WONT. no more binging for me at work.

finally, i really pray that my twin will cheer up more. it hurts everytime i read her blog coz she deserves much more than this. love u twin. take care!

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