New Beginnings. Decided to start afresh as i usher in a season of new things to come. A perm job - financial independence finally. A new lifestyle. Life is going to move fast from now on. Before i know it i'll hit 30. Where do i go from here? I feel lost. Directionless. Right now i just feel like bumming! but i know procrastination will lead to disaster. i need to get moving... start hitting those job sites and sending in those resumes. No matter how much pain it brings, it's for the best. ughhhhhhhhhhhhh in one of my emotional moods. darling is starting his internship tmr. somehow i feel like i'm losing him. can't imagine how it feels like to not have him here for a year. i'll definitely miss you like crazy!! =(
it's 2.52am and i still feel that sleeping will be a total waste of the night. in one of my emo moods right now. reading through stuff that dan gave me about 5+ years ago when we started out. it's still sweet when i look at them and i really thank God for bringing him into my life no matter how hard we struggled with the problems we had. As i see words like "see ya ard" or "we MIGHT meet in Orchard (knowing our 'luck')"... just reminds me of how shy we were back then... and how sweet love is. almost 6 years into this and i still feel my heart longing for him whenever i reminisce about the past. the emo me just wants to hug him and say "Darling I really love you to bits and hope we can stay this way forever". *muackz*
when tonight fades, morning will bring with it a long road ahead. packing, cleaning, washing, applying, interviewing... the list goes on... God give me strength to walk through this life you have so graciously given. i need tonnes of it.
gd nitez.
it's 2.52am and i still feel that sleeping will be a total waste of the night. in one of my emo moods right now. reading through stuff that dan gave me about 5+ years ago when we started out. it's still sweet when i look at them and i really thank God for bringing him into my life no matter how hard we struggled with the problems we had. As i see words like "see ya ard" or "we MIGHT meet in Orchard (knowing our 'luck')"... just reminds me of how shy we were back then... and how sweet love is. almost 6 years into this and i still feel my heart longing for him whenever i reminisce about the past. the emo me just wants to hug him and say "Darling I really love you to bits and hope we can stay this way forever". *muackz*
when tonight fades, morning will bring with it a long road ahead. packing, cleaning, washing, applying, interviewing... the list goes on... God give me strength to walk through this life you have so graciously given. i need tonnes of it.
gd nitez.
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